My anxiety attacks!

 So i have an emotional support dog and her name is cookee she helps me whenever i have an anxiety attack and here's a bit of a fun fact about cookee fun fact number 1 my aunt's dog gave birth to cookee fun fact number 2 my cousins dog gave birth to my aunt's dog fun fact number 3 my older half sisters retired service dog is cookee's older half sister fun fact number 4 my moms stupid fat old blind dog is also cookee's older half sister fun fact number 5 cookee is a poodle japanese chin Chihuahua mix stupid fat blind dog is named daisy retired service dog is named alice aunt's dog is named dora cousins dog is named lola she is a long haired Chihuahua unfortunately lola got mauled to death by my cousins other mother dog hazel the 2nd who is a Labrador and is the replacement of hazel the 1st who got hit by a vehicle and died my cousin has a habit of replacing her past pets with new doppgaggers and even giving them the same exact names as her past pets also without my emotional support dog i would have MAJOR anxiety attacks and i can't take pills all the time because that's how adiction starts and me and my family are already going through a lot of drama right now so that would just add to it plus i'm pretty sure you could die from doing drugs and death is probably my most BIGGEST fears! i don't think i'm scared of how i'll go i think i'm just scared of when i'll go and the experience of going too i mean i actually just lost my dad due to brain cancer last year along with five family pets so that's six family members in total all in the same year 2021.